As mother drove off to be gone to her client's home
for two hours I took the opportunity to go down stairs to
the "Babies' Room" where she kept her daycare clients and
their stuff. Both a boy and a girl were my age and yet
needed care because of one reason or another. Mother, a
child development specialist, cared for kids who were
either mentally injured from birth or who had been in
accidents of one type or another.
Mother is a child psychologist and a widow. My dad has
been dead now for two years and Mother's day care center
has grown to eleven kids now and an assistant and a part
I am twelve and my name is Darren and I love to put on
diapers and other baby things when the house is empty and I
am sure of being home alone. I love Friday afternoons when
mother often has to visit clients for two or more hours and
I can be left alone. I am small for my age and can still
wear baby diapers.
I usually diaper myself and then go to the
refrigerator and get myself a bottle and then lie down in a
playpen and drink it down. I would feel so peaceful and
good. Often I would wet my diapers when I could find one of
the older kids plastic panties to put on over my diapers.
This time I lucked out and even found a onesie that would
fit me. The onsie had a teddy bear in a diaper appliqud on
its chest and a collar with rounded tabs. I looked very
babyish in it.
I had a lot of trouble getting it on because it was
tight over my three cloth diapers and plastic panties. It
also had three buttons hidden under a flap of the material
just behind the crotch. It had been made difficult to get
off because the child who wore it liked to strip down to
just diapers. I loved the way it made me look especially
when I put on a pair of white socks with fuzz around the
tops and a pair of white canvas shoes.
I was happily enjoying my bottle when I heard mother
calling me. I was panic-stricken. Before I could even
gather up my clothes and hide she came into the Babies'
Room and caught me. She wanted to know what I was doing.
She asked question after question and then started
answering each question for me.
She was not angry with me but genuinely surprised and
determined to "snap me out of it." She told me that I had to
come with her to see a prospective new client. I protested that
I needed to change clothes and she told me that I had chosen
to dress as I was dressed and it was just too late for me. I begged to be
able to put on the pair of shorts I had in my hand and she
told me that if they would go on I could wear them. I
stepped into the shorts and pulled them up tightly over my
diapers, plastic panties, and onesie. I barely managed to
button them. They looked puffy and would fool no one but it
was better than looking like a baby for sure. I tucked the
fuzz fringes around my sock tops inside the socks so they
could not be seen and off I went hand in hand with mother.
As we went out the front door she picked up a diaper
bag and put a quick few things in it and told me that it
was sort of nice to have her baby back. We drove across
town and soon pulled up in the drive of the house were the
client lived. At the door the lady of the house and the
ten-year-old boy who was to come to mother's day care met
us. His little sister who was about five was playing
inside. I knew he was looking at my clothes and then mother
removed all suspicion and asked me if I was wet and needed
a change. I told her, "no." Mother and the lady went into
the living room to talk and the little boy, Jan, and I went
into the family room.
He asked me how I liked being a big baby but before I
could answer he showed me his diapers and said that he just
loved being babied. Jan did not have to wear diapers at
all. He just liked them. He told me that he had been back
into diapers since his little sister was one year old. He
told me that when his mother would diaper his sister he
would stand around and beg for a pair of diapers, too. He
said that his mother enjoyed babying him and now since his
sister was out of diapers he was the only baby his mother
had. He showed me his closet full of diapers and his baby
He told me that his mother had been home schooling him
and that he was now in the sixth grade at the age of ten
years. He had no friends that did not wear diapers and had
no experience with children who didn't wear diapers except
his little sister and her girl friends at the local
elementary school. We talked for a while longer and then
were called to come to the front room where we both were
checked for wetness by our mothers and said our "goodbyes"
until Monday morning next.
Mother and I drove off for home and stopped off by the
drive-in window of the McBurger nearest our home. Mother
bought me a giant soda and a burger with fries. Twenty
minutes later we were home and I thought that I would be
getting out of my baby clothes but mother had different
plans for me.
She told me to go play in the Baby Room and to call
her if I needed to go to the bathroom or anything. She also
told me not to remove any clothes except my shoes. She bent
down on one knee to untie my shoes and saw that I had
turned the fuzz side of the socks inward. She immediately
turned the fuzz back out and told me it was very cute. She
asked if I was wet yet and felt with her finger under the
elastic band on my waterproof panties to see.
I was just a little wet but the soda had not been a
factor yet. Mother scolded "her little wee-wee pot baby"
for his wettum's and had me hop up on a changing table. She
undid the onesie and exposed my plastic panties. Then she
pulled my panties off and proceeded to unpin my diapers.
She powdered me liberally and pulled my fresh diapers up
between my legs and pined them tightly on each side.
I was then told to lift my bottom so she could put my
waterproof panties back on over my diapers. She told me that, "I would be changed once more before beddie-bye time so be sure to use my
diapers well so as to be the more comfortable that night."
There would not be any diaper changing done after bedtime.
She then removed the borrowed onesie and put it back where
it belonged and told me that I could just wear my diapers,
waterproof panties and cute little sockies until bedtime. I
was allowed to watch some children's VCR tapes on
television and play with the toys in the Baby Room Mother
told me I would have a good surprise at bedtime.
We had a snack together as usual that evening and at
8:30 the order came to go into my room and wait for mother.
Obediently I followed her instruction to the letter and
went to my room. Soon she entered carrying a fuzzy baby-
blue footed sleeper for me. She asked me if I liked it and
I softly told her that I did. She then asked if I had wet
my diapers and I told her that I had wet but not much.
She then had me lay down and she inspected my diapers
by pulling down my panties in the front. Sure enough I was
barely wet so she took off my socks with the fuzz tops and
put me into the sleeper for the night. She then helped me
into bed and told me to wait there for her.
Soon she returned with a warm baby bottle for me to
help me go to sleep and a pacifier on a ribbon that she
pinned to my sleeper. She kissed me goodnight and turned
out the light. I sucked on my bottle and soon drank it all
In the morning I awoke to find that during the night I
had soaked and pooped my diapers but I knew better than to
try to take care of myself. Mother wanted me to depend upon
her for all my needs. I tried calling her but she did not
answer me. Since my bottom was hurting a bit and I was
frustrated I started crying softly. Mother soon came into
the room and made over me just like I was a year old. She
unpinned the zipper on the back of my fuzzy sleeper and
removed my waterproof panties and dirty diapers.
She then cleaned me up and took me by the hand into
the bathroom to give me a bath. She had a nice warm tub
waiting and even had bubble bath soap in the water for me.
She asked me to lie back in the water and she lathered and
gently shaved my special hair. Mother said that babies did
not have hair there and that it would only cause more
diaper rash if it stayed. I did not have much hair any way.
Diaper rash was not going to bother her little baby.
When she was done she rubbed lots of funny smelling
cream on all my bottom, legs, and arms and chest. I then
played a bit with her and then she said it was time for me
to shower off. When I did I found that all my body hair was
gone. She said, "I was the prettiest baby she had ever
After being toweled off mother led me back to the
table for fresh diapers. After she diapered me she showed
me two waterproof panties. One was frosted and plain and
the other one was a pastel color and had ruffles on the
seat. She asked me which pair I wanted to wear today. I
know I took too long to decide for the plain ones and
tipped my hand about the fancy pants. Mother then told me
the reason for the choice. If I had chosen the frilly
panties I would have been dressed in a dress as well and
treated as a girl. Since I chose the plain pants I would be
treated as a boy.
Today is Saturday and no clients are in the house so I
am told that I am to just wear my diapers and panties. We
had no plans to go shopping or anything else. The plan
today is for me to continue getting used to being a boy
baby again. I realized that I could now wet without having
to try hard to pee-pee in my diapers. Pooping is still hard
for me to do but it is the most fun. I love the feeling
when the seat of my diapers are filling up and pushing
against the diapers. Then the squishing when I sit on my
poopies is very stimulating.
At breakfast mother puts me in a high chair she
borrowed from the art dept. of her daycare center and feeds
me like any two-year-old baby. I did like my baby bottle
though. After breakfast mother's assistant came in and saw
us and I felt so embarrassed. I looked so babyish dressed
only in my diapers and panties and drinking my bottle in
front of this pretty young lady.
After the appropriate explanations my life continued and
I was taken to the Baby Room to entertain myself with all the
baby toys there under the watchful TV monitor's eye. I heard
Mrs. Green ask my mother about taking me out to the park later
in the day. I was small for my age and she said I could pass for
a child of seven or so. About that time I had a big poopies and a
wettum's in my diapers so I called out to mother that I
needed changing again. Mrs. Green came in and took care of
me very professionally and told me that if I were her baby
that she would embarrass me good for being such an infant.
I just sucked my pacifier and rejoiced inside that I was
not her baby.
I had been in diapers less than a day and I loved it.
I didn't know that being a baby had a down side. I was used
to going to the movies most Saturday afternoons but I could
not go dressed as I was now. I decided to ask mother if I
could put on big boy clothes just to go to the movies in.
She told me that maybe I could wear other clothes over my
baby clothes but not this week. I needed to acclimate to
being a baby again.
At noon I looked forward to lunch because I was
starting to get really bored. Strained peas and carrots
before my formula did not change my frame of mind. Mrs.
Green fed me the baby foods so fast that my face was all
smeared up with food. Her teasing me did not help and soon
she had me crying. She cleaned me up and put me to bed
because, "baby needs his nap."
I must have slept for an hour or so and woke up wet.
My diapers were a sodden mass between my legs. I called for
mother and this time she did come and change me. She asked
me if I thought that I was ready to call my friend from
school over to play. She told me "he had to know sooner or
later." I had not thought of my friends seeing me as a
baby. I did not know what to say to mother. She then told
me that Robert had a secret too and he would share it with
me at 3:00 p.m. today!
At 3:00 Robert and his mother arrived at our home for
my debut as a baby. The surprise for me was that Robert
liked to dress in diapers too but he did not mess in them.
He was dressed only in his cloth diapers and crying. I too
stood there crying never dreaming Robert would be dressed
that way and he never dreaming that I would be in diapers.
When we saw each other the surprise and shock gave way to
Each of now had a friend who understood. Our mothers
had conspired to frighten us both and make us think we were
going to be punished but they had meant it to help both of
us. It is interesting to note that both of us had to be
changed right after this experience as we both peed our
diapers in the embarrassment of the moment and the
exhilaration of relief we both felt. Mrs. Green got those
At Rob's suggestion we went into the Baby Room to
play. Mrs. Green made him promise not to pee without
plastic panties on. Rob said that he had never seen so much
baby stuff and that it all smelled so good. I told him he
had not smelled the diaper pail yet. Soon Rob and his
mother had to leave and to show her kindness his mother let
him wear a raincoat over his diapers. Mother and I soon had
supper and I was starved after all the baby foods. This
time she fed me solid foods and after the pizza was
finished I polished off my supper bottle. Mother saw that I
again needed a diaper change and praised me for being such
a good wetter. After another two hours or TV it was "time
to put baby to bed."
Bedtime became fun time for the bath she would give me
and the play in the tub. She was happy my diaper rash had
been cured and that my training was going so well. She told
me that she felt much closer to me now. I hugged her neck
and thanked her for making me feel so good as she toweled
me off. That night she put me into a doubler diaper. These
diapers were so thick I could barely toddle. Back into my
Fuzzy sleeper I really looked like a baby. I told her,
"goo-goo-ma-ma" when she gave me my night bottle and we
both had a good laugh.
Sunday morning I was awakened by mother unzipping my
sleeper and removing my panties so she could get at my
diapers. I sucked away on my pacifier and she got me all
cleaned up for breakfast. Mother put a pair of snap-on
panties on me and they made my diapers rub me when I walked
or moved around.
Sunday was a lazy day for us with me enjoying babyhood
and mother enjoying being the mother of a little baby.
Later in the day I asked mother about tomorrow. How would I
dress around her clients who would start coming in about
8:00 a.m. - would they laugh at me? What about school in
the fall - would I wear baby things to the seventh grade?
Mother just told me she had not made up her mind yet. How
could I face my classmates when I was even worried about
the kids in the day care seeing me?
Sunday afternoon mother took me out into our backyard
to play. I liked the swings and the slide best of all. My
plastic panties interfered with sliding so mother took them
off me and let me play in just my diapers. I felt so happy
and carefree. Mother sat in a big lounge and watched me.
Soon she called me to come to her and she checked me for
wettum's and had me lay down so that my head was in her
lap. I fell asleep there in her lap sucking down my bottle.
I slept for thirty minutes or so when I woke up with mother
changing my diapers and putting my panties back on me.
She was again praising me for being such a good
wetter. I was wishing that she had not yet changed me
because I felt a strong poopie coming on. I told mother and
she just smiled at me and said, "babies are supposed to do
their little poopies into their diapers." As my diapers
started to fill mother kissed my forehead and told me to
push more and get all the poopies out into my diapers.
After a few minutes she removed my diapers and cleaned me
up with some handy baby wipes. "I don't have any more fresh
diapers here so lets go inside where I can get you clean
diapers and I will dress you in there." Naked I followed
her to the Baby Room where I got up on the changing table
was given a "sponge bath" and tickled and kissed all over.
I felt that I really was a baby again. Mother then oiled my
bottom and rubbed on a lot of baby powder and brought my
diapers gently up between my legs and pined the diaper closed.
By the time my plastic panty was in place I
had a deep orgasm and mother held me close saying, "good
baby, good baby." She then asked me if that was the first
time and I had to tell her that it was not. She wanted to
know if diapers and baby things has ever done that to me
before. I had to tell her that it happened several times in
the Baby Room on Fridays before. She just said that it was
"cute" and changed the subject.
Supper was coming and we had soup and sandwiches and I
polished off yet another big bottle. A little before
bedtime and my bath mother dressed me in my diapers,
panties and sleeper and we again watched a little TV
together. Tomorrow the other kids will come to daycare and
see the new baby.
Mother put Darren to bed Sunday evening with visions
of what tomorrow would bring. All mother's clients would be
coming. There would be Roger who was a year or so older
than Darren, Alicia who was just past twelve, and Louis who
was ten and the new ten year old Jan. Darren knew he would
like Jan. The rest of the kids were from four to nine years
of age and there were eight of them (three girls and five
boys) to ride herd on. At least they used to obey Darren.
Would they obey or even accept Darren in his baby diapers?
Monday morning dawn has barely broken and mother is
busy getting Darren's sleeper off and his waterproof
panties and diapers.
Mother is congratulating him for being such a "good
little wetter and pooper" and he just lies there sucking on
his pacifier and giggling. Off she marches him to the
bathtub for his morning bath. She scrubs him good and tells
him what a fine baby he is. He is soon dried off and led to
a changing table for fresh diapers.
Mother tells him that she has but a limited amount of
baby clothes available for him so he must wear one of his
tee shirts and just his diapers. She did say he could again
wear the socks with the fuzz on top but no shoes since he
would be in all day. She dressed him quickly and he soon
noticed the lack of plastic panties, his diapers were
folded in the kite style which made them look much more
babyish, and his shirt only came to about three inches from
the top of his diapers in back and six inches from the top
of his diapers in front. But the kite fold does absorb best
for a boy and mother has had no chance to shop for her new
Mother said that the kite fold would make his diapers
more absorbent so he would not have to be changed so
frequently. Mother told Darren that he would have to let
her know when he wet or poopied because of the lack of
His diapers would not stay up as well either but the
look and absorbency were worth his having to pull them up
every few minutes.
Mother said, "You are just adorable looking and an
adorable baby." Darren was afraid the others would not let
him be the leader among them that he was used to being in
their little games. He looked to be about five or six -
certainly not twelve.
The doorbell rang and Darren ran to get it and let the
kids in. Alicia was there with her mom and they both
thought Darren looked, "darling." She told Darren that he
looked like a very little boy and like all little boys he
needed a mommy who in this case would be her.
Other children were now present and the daily routine
of bottles and diaper changes and lessons - for some older
ones - were beginning. Darren just floated around did what
ever appealed to him. He was finding that he had to hold
his diapers up now all the time and this interfered with
play. He found his mother and showed her his problem and
she told him she was going to the store for him later and
would make his diapers tight as she could for the present.
She asked him to lay down right there so she could fix
his loose "didees." The pins were close to each other in
Darren's kite folded diapers and now the two diaper pins
were almost touching. Darren really looked like a big
little baby trying to wear a littler baby's diapers. The
other kids around didn't even blink. Diapers are natural
and they figure that they are no big thing. Roger, a year
older than Darren, walked by and seemed puzzled by seeing
Darren in diapers for the first time. Roger had never been
out of diapers and had no shame in his mind about wearing
them but he realized that most others his age were out of
diapers. Darren's mother explained to Roger that Darren now
wore diapers too just like he did. This explanation seemed
to make everything okay in Roger's mind.
Darren could now move about with out his diapers
sliding down and play with more freedom. With Roger and
Alicia both in classes Darren found Louis and Jan, the ten-
year-old boy to whose home he had been taken on the
previous Friday and talked with him and had the mid-morning
snack with the littler kids. For the first time - in public
- Darren took a bottle and lay down to drink it in his
favorite playpen. He felt so little and so good lying on
his back with the little ones just being a baby with them.
Jan and Roger wanted to go out to the merry-go-round
but Darren had to ask permission. Mother asked him if he
had had a bottle and he told her he had. She said that
Darren could go out with Roger and Jan but not exercise any
because he had to save his diapers as he was running out
and mother could not get more until after lunch when they
would go shopping for him. Darren had to go back and tell
the other boys that he could not go out for a lack of
diapers and booties. He had just enough left for one more
change and mother was going to get more baby clothes for
him at lunch.
Lunchtime came soon enough and Mrs. Green and mother
soon had everyone taken care of and fed. Then came nap time
and time for Darren and mother to go get Darren's baby
supplies for him. Mother took Darren back into the Baby
Room and undressed him taking off his little tee shirt and
removing his very soggy diapers. She pinned his last two
diapers on him and put a shirt and shorts on him and off
they drove to mother's favorite store for daycare and baby
Mother had often wished Darren were still a baby so
she could buy baby things for him and now she had her wish.
She bought him a complete layette including diapers,
panties, pretty socks and all the extras. He even got a
little sailor suit just like the one he had been so proud
of years ago.
Darren asked his mother not to buy so much reasoning
that he would maybe want to be a big boy soon. Mother told
him, "it is too late, and my baby is back to stay for a
On the way home Darren was thinking about school and
asked how he was going to be dressed next month for school.
Mother told him that she had not yet decided about that.
Darren loved his baby things and playing baby but he also
enjoyed being a big boy and doing big boy things too,
especially riding his bicycle. He felt pulled by two
Arriving at home mother quickly emptied out the car
and took Darren in to be put down for a nap with the other
babies. His nap was uneasy thinking about his school
dilemma coming up but his bottle made it easier.
Soon he was awakened by the sounds of children playing
and it was time for more play. This time he didn't have to
worry about running out of diapers or not having booties to
wear out in the play area. He had a good time playing and
especially liked dodge ball.
Soon the daycare day was coming to a close and parents
were stopping by to collect their children and visit a
while. Jan and Roger were among the last to be picked up
because both their mothers worked late.
Roger came in from the swings to be with Darren and
Jan. The kids knew how to entertain themselves in the Baby
Room but soon Jan soon had to be dressed for home.
Mrs. Green came in and told two children to get on a
changing table. Soon their clothes were removed including
their plastic panties and wet diapers as well. Mrs. Green
gave them a "sponge bath" and put the babies into their
going home diapers and onesies. Jan did not mind the onesie
as much as the big tee shirt that he called "the baby
dress" that everyone wore for art class, the last class of
Darren and he played well and so far all was going
well for Darren in his new role. He loved his diapers and
his mother liked the idea, too. All the kids had been
either as they had been to him before his diapers or even
friendlier to him now mother had put him back into diapers.
All too soon both Jan and Roger were gone until
tomorrow and Darren was all alone in the Baby Room watching
TV and sucking on his pacifier - well, somebody's pacifier
Mother soon called Darren to supper so he ran to the
kitchen to eat and tell mother about his afternoon and how
well it had all gone. He told her that Alicia had told him
that she was going to be his play mommy. Mother said that
would be all right but no one was to change his diapers but
Mrs. Green and his mother. He in turn was not to change
anyone's diapers either.
Mother was grateful for Darren's unwitting information
about Alicia's budding interest in him and that evening
mother made a trip across town to see Alicia's mom about
putting her into a special school now that she was
"beginning to develop." The Baker School specialized in
helping kids like Alicia develop positive self-images and
coping skills that all young people need. Mother didn't say
it but she knew Darren was able to climax and she now
suspected the girl was getting interested in boys.
When mother returned from her little trip that evening
Darren joined her for a little TV and a snack along with
his bottle. Mother told him she had a wonderful surprise
coming soon for her baby. Darren tried to get a hint but
mother just smiled and chuckled to herself.
Darren has now been back in diapers for four full days
and is regressing nicely and getting closer and closer to
his mother. The past two years without his daddy have been
hard on the both of them. Darren falls asleep in her lap
nursing his bottle and wetting his diapers. Darren has
developed into "a good little wetter" for sure. Mother
carries him into the bedroom and changes and dresses him
for the night. He looked so babyish in his fuzzy sleeper -
he could pass for a teletubbie!
In the morning Darren waked up a few minutes before
his mother came in to take care of him and just enjoyed
lying there in his wet diapers and thinking of his good
fortune to have a good mother. His morning poopies came
to complete the joy. Darren was fast coming to liking this
feeling more than any other feeling he ever experienced
before. He would enjoy talking about it with Jan later in the
day. He and Jan really loved their diapers and being babied.
Mother soon came in to bathe and dress her baby.
Mother took his sleeper and panties off and marched him
wearing only his dirty diapers into the bathroom. She
filled the tub and took his diapers off and rinsed them
before putting them into the diaper pail. She used baby
shampoo and baby soap and talked nothing but baby talk to
him. Mother was very happy and enjoying all this babying
very much. She stood him up in the tub and picked him up in
a towel to dry him and cuddle him at the same time.
Mother picked him up and put him on the changing table
and after oiling and powdering his bottom she brought a pair
of his soft new diapers up between his legs and pinned them
with new yellow ducky diaper pins. Then came his new clear
waterproof panties and a large size baby shirt that fit Darren's
small upper body. He then felt mother lay him back on the table
and lifted his right foot first. She put a knitted pastel yellow
bootie on each foot and a babyish little yellow knitted hat
with a tie string under his chin. The booties made his feet
feel so soft and good.
Both the yellow booties and the yellow hat were
secured with pink ribbons. He did look like a baby. Darren
and mother decided that the hat would come off until he
would be outside. Mother again told he had a wonderful
surprise coming and this time told him it would be here
Mother took him down stairs to breakfast and as she
was feeding him his favorite strained pears she told him
that he was now too little to call her "mother." From now
on he was to call her "mommy" or "ma-ma."
Soon the other kids were arriving for the day and
again Alicia was not among them. Only Darren and Jan seemed
to notice. They had each other and Roger so "O, well."
Darren spent the morning with the littlest kids enjoying
babyhood with them and two big bottles. He didn't feel like
finishing his second bottle so he had to do "time-out"
which was the punishment for the little ones who did not
behave. Mrs. Green told him gently that he had to finish
his bottle because "we don't waste food." Soon he decided
he did want to finish the rest of his bottle. Everyone then
sang the "I'm a Good Baby" song to him and he was let out
of the corner and led by the hand to the changing table for
a fresh set of diapers.
The rest of the day was good - especially when Darren
and Jan got to share their morning adventures with each
other. Darren and Jan even decided that they would ask to
be allowed to ride their mountain bikes down on the big field
Mother told them that they could ride after all the
others had gone home. This short time of big boy play was
just what each needed. Darren did not even mind having to
wear his new knitted hat out on the bike ride and Jan wore
his Atlanta baseball cap. Jan especially enjoyed being out
of his big art class tee shirt - the one he called "the
Soon Jan's mother had come for him and Darren's
"mommy" was calling him for the evening meal. Again it was
just the two of them and Darren could tell mommy was very
happy and excited.
They ate their food and Darren could hardly stay in
his high chair waiting for mommy's surprise. Darren gulped
down the last of his creamed corn and peas before mommy fed
him his favorite desert, lemon meringue pie.
Now it was time for his bottle but mommy said they
could get that later. She took him out of his high chair
and into the TV room with her and turned on a baby program
for him. It is now time for the surprise but before mommy
would give him his surprise she had to tell him how
important he was to her and how she loved her baby so very
much. "Darren, close your eyes and I will get my surprise
for you. Darren felt mommy moving around a bit and kept
asking if he could open his eyes yet.
Darren felt the nicest nipple enter his mouth and heard
mommy's heartbeat as she told him to nurse gently. As he
nursed the sweet breast milk from mommy came into his
mouth and he opened his eyes to see mommy smiling
down at him nursing on her breast. The medicine she had
been taking had worked and now mother and baby were
enjoying the surprise together. Mommy said that he would
have to nurse her now a couple times a day to keep her milk
coming and keep her breasts from hurting. Mommy explained
to Darren that her nursing him would probably mean that he
would not be returning to public school but staying home for
home schooling. He would just have to stay home and be
mommy's little baby boy. It also meant that Darren would
have to get mommy's permission before he had any more
day bottles at daycare.
Soon mommy switched Darren to her other breast and he
continues to gently nurse and snuggle into her side. A few
hours later and the recorded TV program about a purple
diapersaur is over and it is bedtime for mommy and baby.
Mommy had yet another surprise for Darren. a new, even
fuzzier baby blue sleeper with "I am Mommy's Baby"
embroidered on it. He was thrilled with it and asked if he
could wear it all day tomorrow. Mommy said that maybe on
Saturday or Sunday.
Mommy then gave him a "special" bottle for "nite-nites"
and kissed him on his forehead. As mommy was turning
out the light she heard a sound she had heard ten or eleven
years ago from Darren. He was doing a big gurgley poopie
in his diapers. She had figured mother's milk might do
that for him and sure enough. Darren just lies there and
nurses his bottle as mommy decided that there would be
one more diaper change tonight before bed. She undid the
snaps on his sleeper legs and opened his waterproof
panties to find poopie diapers that smelled and looked
like they belonged on a four-month-old baby. She
changed him and again and kissed her baby goodnight.
Darren slept like a baby all night until becoming
aware of mommy's taking his sleeper off awakened him. She
was gently telling him that he is her favorite baby in the
whole world even though he needs his "dirty didees"
changed. After his bath and new diapers were pinned on he
sat in mommy's lap and had a nipple and then another sweet
nipple. Mommy said she would use a breast pump to put the
rest of her milk in the refrigerator for him for during the
day. The rest of breakfast would be soon ready in the
kitchen. His pabulum never tasted so sweet and good.Mommy
and baby did well and grew very close.
Mommy even took an evening walk with baby Darren in a
stroller that evening. Darren was afraid at first of
meeting some of his old "pre - diaper" days friends but it
was worth it just to get out into the fresh air. Even
Darren could see that dressed as he was in his sleeper and
knitted hat that in the stroller those kids would not have
known he was a boy over four, five, or maybe six years of
age. The bottle he held tightly also testified of a younger
child. Darren is a baby again and loving it.
Darren's life has been the life of the perpetual
toddler and now finally at the age of seventeen with High
School behind him for two years and two years into college
- thanks to the Internet - his mommy is thinking it is now
time for him to grow up and start to become self-
sufficient. It is hard for mommy not to baby her now five
foot six-inch baby son. After all, he has nursed at her
breast until just two months ago. He is completely diaper
dependent and knows all he knows about the world from TV,
his schoolwork, and his memory as a twelve year old.
Mommy has decided to start getting him up to speed as
a seventeen-year-old boy. She thinks that she might know a
way to jump-start him. That night after his usual nite-nite
bottle She does some telephoning and talks with a worker at
the Baker school. That is the school that Alicia was sent
to when mommy became afraid that she might want to become
sexually active with Darren. Darren had liked her and this
might have some interesting possibilities.
"Yes, Alicia now lives at home and is still not
employed," her mother said. Would she be interested in
coming back to daycare and helping with some of the
children? The pay would be good and her hours would not be
a problem. Alicia was hired. The young woman has had her
driver's license and been able to drive herself around for
the past three years. She would be there in the morning at
Alicia drove up at just before nine and Darren's mom
met her and introduced her around to the kids and made sure
that she met and stayed around Darren much of the time. By
the end of the day she even changed his diapers - as a
favor to his mother - of course. This pretty young woman
excited Darren and feelings he had long repressed and
neglected came bubbling to the surface. Mommy's plan was
beginning to work. But to be successful it would have to be
a two-way affair. Over the days Darren's sweet innocent
personality began to awaken desires in Alicia as well.
The next Saturday Alicia and Darren had a date to go
to a movie at a theatre downtown. He was happy now for the
grown-up slacks and shirts that mommy had bought him. The
slacks went over his diapers easily. He was a good-looking
guy to be frank. Alicia took no persuading that he had what
They told Darren's mommy that they were going to look
for jobs and that Darren was going to interview for
Children's Activity Director at Three Oaks Hospital and
Alicia was going to go for the assistant's position. They
thought they would interview tomorrow. This was great news
to Darren's mother as she could feel the growth in her son.
Mother got on the phone that evening and talked to the
Hospital Administrator and the owners and managers of all
the daycare facilities around. Many were really interested
but the hospital administrator seemed the most interested.
Darren and Alicia sat on the sofa and held hands for a
while and then the time came for him to walk her out to her
Early in the morning Alicia was back and Darren was
ready as well.
This was going to be their day. After the appointments
had been made on the phone they left to make the rounds.
The first stop was a daycare looking for an assistant. Then
they left for the hospital and spent an hour and a half
there. Then on to a series of daycare centers in
surrounding towns with nothing overlooked. They stopped for
lunch and two diaper changes for Darren and kept on going
until they got back to Darren's home at three o'clock. They
had not been there long when the phone rang and it was the
hospital administrator congratulating them both. Darren was
named Children's Activities Director and Alicia was to be
his assistant. He was going to have to go to school and
learn techniques but everyone on the board was deeply
touched by his understanding of children and their needs.
The date of the wedding was set and life just kept
getting better for them both. His mother and her parents
thought this was the best possible thing that could happen.
After the wedding the happy couple honeymooned in Maui
and after two weeks came home to start their adult lives -
Darren in diapers - of course.
After three months Alicia notice that she was not
having her period and wondered if she might not be
pregnant. Her doctor told her she was about two months
pregnant and that she would have be "buying some baby
things." She said, "I already do - my husband is in diapers
full time." The doctor coughed and told her to see the
nurse on the way out for another appointment.
As Darren and Alicia lay in bed thinking together
about the coming "blessed event" the irony struck them that
their child would be out of diapers while he stayed diaper
dependent. No big deal because diapers are not bad and "I
love my big baby boy."
Alicia had to start using disposables on Darren mid-
way during her pregnancy. It is too hard washing cloth diapers
when your stomach is holding a baby. Darren helped her by
doing almost all the housework and not complaining about
his new "paper and plastic diapers."
All went well and the day finally came that Darren had
to get her to the hospital. The admitting nurse was new and
didn't know of Alicia's close relationship. When Alicia was
undressing for admittance the nurse was shocked to see
Darren so personally involved with her. Alicia made a wise
crack to the nurse that she ought to see how close they
were to each other in the privacy of their own home.
She told her she and Darren were old childhood
sweethearts. A drunk driver had hit her family's car and
hurt her badly and Darren had helped then. Soon Darren saw
her wince at the contraction and knew the process of
childbirth was under way.
At six o'clock that evening Darren Francis made his
entry into the world and loudly announced his presence. He
was sixteen inches long and weighed six and a half pounds.
Darren got to do the honors and tape the little one's first
diaper on him. Darren kept thinking that the diaper would
be too small but that was only because of the size of the
diapers he ordinarily pinned.
Alicia needed a bedpan too but Darren called the nurse
for her. He did not want to take a chance on hurting his
beloved wife and mother of his little son. After two more
days the hospital discharged the happy little family and
Darren was given two free weeks to stay home with Alicia
and help her. So with Alicia's family and Darren and his
mother Alicia was well taken care of.
Time passed rapidly and Darren - little Darren - was
three years old and all potty trained. He was now the "man"
in the family out of diapers and the family got a big laugh
out of it.
Darren decided that he was going to accept an offer
from the hospital to go to the state university and get a
degree. He and Alicia had become much loved by the
employees of the hospital.
He was to pursue an accelerated program dealing with
child development and then come back to the hospital.
Everyone was sad to see him go but knew it was for the best
and it would only be for probably three years.
A party was planned for his last day in the office
before he would be going off to the new adventure. And what
a party it was. It was like an all day shower style of
events. Some brought gag gifts and others brought useful
gifts like diapers and baby oil and powders. The hospital
board had even gotten into the spirit of the affair and
presented the little family with expense money and tickets
to Disney World for a week.
Darren's mother's daycare center was now caring for
ninety-five kids and employing twenty-two people. Mother
helped the couple all they would let her and she doted on
that grandson of hers. The semesters whipped by and Darren
did very well graduating as class salutatorian.
Coming back to the hospital Darren and Alicia built
their Department's reputation to the national level and
kept the hospital administrators busy going all over to
accept awards for excellence in child care. Time Magazine
did an in depth story on the "Dynamic Duo" who were leading
the way in making children comfortable with and in
Darren and Alicia credited their own situations as
being crucially important in helping them help others.
Darren told the reporter, "My diapers have made me more
sensitive to the needs of others. You never heard of a
bandit wearing a pair of diapers hold up a bank or kill
anyone. There is a lesson here."